I had a realization...

I had a realization that will change the nature of some of my posts. I think the way for my children to forgive me, to not be burdened or harmed by who I am, is to show who I am. (That's not the insight ,,, that is the point of this blog.) The insight is that it means writing my rants about why I hate being human. Why I don't get how to be with people. I think you can see this in some of poems that idealize and philosophize. Every day, in some piece of news or reality TV, I see what I can not understand about people. And so I will rant. I think it will help my children to know how I much I love them and why and how I am me.