Today is a really bad day. I want to finish, because I can't tell if I can stand it anymore. I hate how I am.
I started a blog I called "thoughts" but labeled obituaryinprogress the only entry was a mediocre attempt at trying to write something.
On Monday March 2, 2009 I wrote blogging ... the art of indecent exposure.
The rest of the year I posted my poetry. I struggled to make it and then I slowly slipped downwards. Especially after I tried to fix my bathroom and ended up without a shower or leveled floor.
On January 30, 2010, I wrote Mutualism and on the 31st I wrote Evolution: The Curious Case of Dogs both in response to Christie's blogs. I was on the edge ready to fall hard and you would never know it.
Right now I think, I don't want to live anymore. It is just too hard. Too much pain and I hate being alive. I just hate it.
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